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i’m never going to be one of the pretty girls,
never one thousand notes on a selfie in the sun
too fat, too gawky, nose too long
hair too dark (i dyed it blonde
but my dad’s cuban genes are hard to get rid of
so it came back darker and my eyes are always the color of
mud)i’m not flat stomach, not ballet grace, i’m
fall-on-your-ass at the first mention of ice
i’m hitting your hips on the edge of like,
every counter, ever, i’m flinch-about-it,
no hand to pull me back to standing,
i’m ugly girl takes a fall and it’s honestly
pretty funnyand my personality is kinda fucked i mean
i’m hyper fun in some moments and
the saddest little tick in the others i mean right now
i am waiting to hear back from like 3 people i messaged
about being too sad to swallow myself which is actually
pretty unusual that i asked for help but not
altogether unexpected that they completely
ignored the fact i said
“I’M FUCKING DYING PLEASE GOD HELP”
but i’m sure in the morning i’ll apologize and
everything will be good
righti’m sure in the morning
everything will just look better in the light
i mean
except for mei don’t get pretty i never get
anything but
slightly less
ugly.